Showing posts with label blessings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label blessings. Show all posts

2 Years at DT: Part 1

Since July 2 is my job anniversary date, I would like to write a little tribute to the people who made my stay worthwhile, fun, challenging, and exciting at the same time in the workplace.

It’s been two years since I’ve landed this job. I wasn’t really sure at first if I will fair at this work because research isn’t one of my fortes. However, I know everyone has their own learning curve and everyone is trainable, so brave-heartedly, I pushed through with my application and mustered all the guts I can to be able to stomach taking the research path.

Let me give a heads-up why I was so intimidated with this job.

As I can vividly remember, Clinical Research isn’t my favorite subject in college. This is the subject I have taken for granted because I found it too boring to write and read a lot about healthcare and clinical stuff (but I actually enjoyed it a little later when I was finishing my thesis). Moreover, Clinical Research sessions are my favorite time to cut classes, snooze, doodle, eat, and gossip with my classmates. But God is merciful despite my stubborn school behavior; He gave me a good grade in research (which I know I somehow deserve because I was one of the ten people in our group to have contributed amply in writing and analysis). So I cannot really contemplate the irony of life.  God put me to a job that is not my cup of tea but at the same time He is just so gracious to put me here where I can continuously learn and acquire new knowledge and not only that, but also meet nice colleagues and became friends with them.

I started out as a Document Analyst, creating forms, reports, adhocs, and obviously documents necessary for the conduct of a clinical trial. It was challenging and I liked it. But there came a point where I want to venture for greater opportunities so I tried to apply as a flight attendant and to no avail, my innate anthropometrics did not make it to the standards of an FA. My height was lacking of the expected FA height standard and I don’t think I could ever climb to the standards. After all I am now in my quarter life that no pill could ever make me taller unless I can visit wonderland and eat the tall pill after falling down the rabbit hole.

Despite the frustration and failure, after almost two years, I have been assigned to be a monitor for data related to nursing (as far as I know that was my task). I was happy to be doing something I can relate to but after a short while I was asked to transfer to another task and that is to be an Operations Coordinator which is my current JD. So far, I enjoy my job with the help of the people who have put color to my life at work.

So enough about the history of my work, let me tell you something about my friends in the workplace.

I started out as an outcast, actually me and Ate Eva. We were newbie then and we reckon that the whole department was already chums with each other that we found it hard to penetrate the friendship circle at work. Fortunately, somebody by the name of Joseph found mercy and let us in their friendship circle.

Originally, there was Eva, Joseph, Kristel, and Ana. They were my first friends at work.

Joseph, he was the first one to show compassion and mercy to outcasts like me and Ate Eva and invited us to join them for lunch. He was the first one to approach us and flash us with his angelic smile (which I thought wrong later on ­­– there’s no such thing as angelic smile from Joseph). Joseph is a hardworking person and must I say, most punctual that I know of in our department. I look up to him in a way that he is humble to admit his mistakes (at times, not) and humble to ask for advice and sound judgment. Though he is one of the favorite persons to make fun of at work, he is equally as bully as anyone in the department when he is in the mood. Joseph is kind enough to lend money and lend his credit card for the use of the team. What I like most in Joseph is that he is a good steward of money. I look up to him and respect him in this sense and that he is able to invest in necessary items and luxuries without running short of money.

Eva, was my first friend at work because she is my co-hire. I treat her as an older sister that I never had. I have so much respect for her because she still exhibits a kind attitude even if she’s pissed. Her values are always coordinated with her actions. She is a proof of practice-what-you-preach principle. Just like Joseph, she is a good financial steward. Moreover, Eva is one of the persons I heed advice from. I trust her with my sentiments and I trust her for unbiased advices. I am happy that she is blooming and improving in the social sense because she was very timid during the first years. I can compare her to a butterfly undergoing metamorphosis and she has improved a lot over the course of years. She now has something sarcastic to say about Joseph and whenever she gives funny remarks, it’s a hard blow that can make us all laugh.

Kristel, is a passionate leader. She is one of the persons you know was really born a leader. Since Kristel is our Senior Analyst that time, she is very fun to work with. She is helpful and resourceful and she doesn’t put too much stress on people. She makes working light and fun. Her leadership is a good role model to us. What I most like about Kristel is that she knows what she is doing and she exercises her authority in the correct and reasonable way. Also, Kristel is a very outgoing and sociable person. She likes trying things which I love, too. One of my favorite traits of Kristel is her humility. She humbles herself and admits her flaws and she has been a good example to me on how to embrace oneself despite the flaws. Plus, I adore her really good and healthy skin not to mention, her talent in singing and dancing. She is indeed God’s daughter and I admire her faith. She is blessed in so many ways and I am just so happy and thankful to become friends with her.

Ana – this little lady has smitten me with her charm and charisma. At first, I thought she will be the last one I will ever like because she has a strong, growling personality. But as time goes by, I learned that she is just tough on the shell but melting in the core. Seriously, she’s small but terrible (in a positive way). She can use her strength to punch somebody who has offended her (peace be with you). Kidding aside, Ana has a colorful story and what I admire most in her is her love for her family. She used to tell me stories about her life and I see that she has been through a lot and she is credible to give advices in relation to my painful experiences. Her mean sense of humor got me to like her too. Furthermore, her talent and love in beautiful things. She is our salon diva who makes sure our nails are prettified. Not only does she give life advices, but also beauty, fitness, food, lifestyle, etc. This woman, albeit small, is one of the persons I adore at workplace.

Let me continue with my next post the other characters that put color to my work life. J


Nostalgia 2012


The first day of the New Year.

I would like to join the hype of nostalgia and reminiscence by blogging about it.

Year 2012 is indeed an amazing, unexpected, fun, good, tough, exciting, and surprising ride for me. Looking back, I am proud of the milestones I have reached. The beginning of my 2012 did not begin well. I was sick and weak. I just came back from the hospital with the diagnosis of Gastroenteritis with Mild Dehydration + Amoebiasis which I got from eating a preserved pandesal from 711. That was the worst holiday ever recorded in my entire life. Because of that incident, I had sworn that I would make 2012 an absolutely good year. Indeed, God is good for He healed me from my illness and made me healthy.

After recovering in a month, I have incessantly pondered and worried my life for the next six months. Every waking day, I worried sick of what will I become and that I am not getting any younger. I was a mess and all I could think of was my ambitions and unrealistic goals.  I thought about pursuing my nursing career – seeking every opportunity to consummate my hard-worked education. I sought and scrutinized everything in the web about different nursing opportunities – desperate and frustrated.

Just when I thought I have found a closer match, I enrolled myself in a free education of Medical Transcription in the American Academy of Medical Transcription and I was able to pass the exam that heralded me a certified transcriptionist. What did I get? – Nothing but the skills and acquaintances. I never had the chance to hone my skills. I was offered with a lot of MT jobs, I was able to pass all the exams and interviews, but my pride kept blocking my way telling me that I deserved MORE, I deserved BETTER.

I rejected the job offers for the MT and applied as a Behavioral Therapist for special children. At first, I thought that I could do the job. Honestly, I only love cute and chubby toddlers and I do not like dealing with children. I was making a fool of myself, making myself believe that this job is for me when in fact, pediatrics is not my forte. I undergone training and I was a favorite because of my excellent communication skills. I have signed the contract and then suddenly, I had the change of heart. The contract bounded me for two years and if I terminated the contract, I would be sued and coerced to pay 100k. I pre-terminated the contract. It was a whirlwind – the administration was bugging me non-stop by calling and texting nasty messages that they almost ripped my sanity. Every legal issue pertaining to contract bonds, I know, are not strictly enforced. There is no Philippine law that could prove it. They can proceed with suing but they need to pay the expenses of legalities which are very costly. This rationale made me braver and undaunted with the threats and legal letters that I received. In time, they stopped bugging me realizing  that they are only a small-time company and they do not have enough funds and that they cannot get anything from me.

I was very much relieved. Finally, I can have my peace.

After this incident, I finally realized that I should stop pushing myself into something that is not for me. Being sick and tired from all my worries and desperation, I rested my case unto God. Everyday, I pray and surrender everything to Him, that He is the author of my life and that His will for me should be done and not mine. I understood His love for me in a way I could not explain.

From then on, I laid myself to rest and woke up at peace. Waiting patiently but not worrying. I held on to God's promises that He will provide everything as long as we abide to Him. I am a Christian and my faith is very firm. I believe in God's promises and Word and I will not be swayed.

After months of patiently waiting, by June, I got a job offer as an Analyst for a research work. I was very much delighted because it is a work that is medically related 
 my education is finally used. Super thank You Lord. I could scream from my lungs all day. I started my first day at work on July 2 and up to this day, I am very much contented with my job and with my colleagues. I even went into a holiday vacation with them that made my good year-ender.

I have gained many acquaintances for the year 2012 and I am very thankful for all the wonderful people who have come and go in my life. I am thankful for the friends who still remained to be loyal. I am dearly thankful to my old friends, college friends, colleagues, and acquaintances.  Moreover, I am thankful that me and my family stayed healthy this year.

I am also grateful to God by blessing me with two part-time jobs for the year 2012: my online business and my freelance writing job at the BMN Sky. Haplessly, I lost the latter for the company has to close down due to financial issues. Even at a short time, I fulfilled my burning passion in writing. I was even heralded as one of the best writers and I thank God for giving me this amazing talent.

I had been broke and broken in the early quarters of this year but God made a happy ending for my 2012. For this new year, I want to be a better person and it is only possible with God. I want to achieve the mastery in the art of photography. I want to be a better daughter, sister, and friend. I want to pursue what my heart wanted for so long. I know I am yet to find my path but I would wait patiently in God's loving time.

Happy New Year everyone! May each of you be blessed with prosperity and good health! 

Hebrews 13:5 - Keep your life free from love of money, and be content with what you have, for he has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”