[Pulse x3. Bead sweats. Hot flush. Redness. Heat. Pupils: contracted. Snake eyes. Raised eyebrow.]
But why? Why does this have to be engulfing? This terror took a dive inside of me and landed painfully. Irksome. My ego fell into suicide. I felt as if my gut was displaced and pulled out. Unbelievable. This is not happening to me (or let's put it this way, I never imagined this would happen). It is conspicuously determined to apply a blatant blow. I figured out that one and I thought I would be strong when the green-eyed monster strikes, but I guess, I am frail, weak, fragile, and vulnerable. The pang was strongly undesirable and inevitable. I was... hurt.
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