My heart is shattered asunder into a million pieces about the things that are beyond reparable. Pardon the hyperbole, but this existing feeling is becoming too unbearable. I have been a fool trying to find valuable resolutions to this ongoing heartache. I face all of this bravely but a lot of times, I cower at the thought of breaking up and down. I know there are many reasons why I should not even stay, but I still remain faithful to my heartfelt oath and I deny all my emotions that pull me away from my promise. But I cannot stay just because of a vow and there are already too many unfortunate events that happened that severed the relationship. Events that are irreversible and should never be re-visited. Those words that were said that pierced like a fine, sharp machete and echoes eternally in my ears; all the hapless misunderstanding, the anomalous disrespect, and all the deceiving lies that one can say because of an overwhelming emotion – almost everything went beyond control. Fortunately, there is still the ups – the brighter side, the happiness. But I used to think that life is most of the time lonely because you journey through it alone (pretty much than it is happy). I sometimes find that walking away and burning all the bridges would work but don't get me wrong; this does not relate anywhere to surrendering the white flag. For me, it is letting go, letting everything run its course according to the written fates.
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